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There is a Bakersfield book about me...
I often describe myself as a skinny girl stuck in a fat girl's body. I feel skinny. I also say I have the opposite of anorexia, "I can eat what ever I want because I am skinny". But then I look in the...
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Look at her wedgie!
My favorite Bakersfield bar at the time? I would say it would have to be the Mint. After all it is the first time I ever got my ass grabbed by a girl and then made out with her girl friend while the...
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Who's going to 7-11??
I am addicted to drinking. No, I am not an alcoholic, though sometimes I think that would be easier than being fat. At least you get a 12 step program and you don’t need alcohol to survive. It sucks to...
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Lane Giant
Why do manufacturers think that all fat girls are 50 plus and have bad taste. I have not been able to figure this out for years. Not only do I not want to wear grandma underpants but I do not want to...
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I love you Susan Powters!
I believe that I am an intelligent woman. Not exactly intellectual, though I am a big reader. But smart in a common sense, street savvy, wise kind of way. I am a person that you would come to if you...
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The Labor of Eating
One of the best things about having a large family that has large family gatherings is the food that arrives at the gathering with the relatives. Living in Chicago does not hinder me from going to the...
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And now for the upstairs....
As I write I am eating taquitos with lots of sour cream, rice and beans of course with a Coke. For lunch I had steak and portabello mushroom fahitas with chimiechurrie sauce (I have no idea how to...
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Off to Bed With a Full Stomach
Every one around me is loosing weight because they are sick or puking for the heck of it. My good friend Sarah is in the hospital with diverticulitus (sp). She has not eaten any thing in four days and...
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So Little Time, So Much Food
I am at least going to log what I eat every day. Maybe if I have a record of what I eat I will cut back or change it. Maybe I will be embarrassed that other people, strangers, and the three people that...
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Goodbye Internet
Just a note to the nice return visitors of my site. My cable might-most likely is going to be shut off tomorrow. So if I don't write its not intentional, its because I can't.I get paid on Friday and...
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Chicken? Again?
Monday, my day off. Ah I’m not at the restaurant so I probably did a good job sticking to a healthy diet. No pasta to lure me no bowls of ice cream. So what did I do? I ate chicken.I have no food in my...
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Days go bye
For some reason the people over at Comcast have not shut me down yet. Perhaps it was the whimpering sounds that came out of me when I begged them to leave me on and that I would pay in full on Friday....
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The Grandmas
I think my screwed up perception of food started when I was very young. My sisters tell me that when I was a toddler I used to eat all of my veggies like a good girl. I wish I knew exactly when I...
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Will Tomorrow be Better Than Today?
I have two days of eating to report on. Yesterday was not a good day. Come to think of it today was not a good day either. But anyways, yesterday I was running late and had no time to stop and get...
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DOH!
I feel like I did better today. First I had a Venti White Chocolate Mocha, I am so addicted to those right now. Then for breakfast I had whole-wheat pancakes, scrambled egg whites and turkey sausage. I...
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Horse Back Riding Too, I'd Kill The Horse
If America is so fat how come I am always so uncomfortable? I don’t mean I am uncomfortable with what people are thinking about me (not to say that isn’t true). I mean that I am outright uncomfortable....
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Tomorrow is the day
I did something so bad today. I went through the drive threw at McDonalds and got a McChicken Meal and then went through the drive threw right next door at Baskin Robbins and got a Cappuccino Blast. I...
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Oh and how I strayed
I am sorry I have not written in a long time. I am looking for a new job and that is taking up a lot of time. Also my sister was in town for the weekend. If you have never been in Chicago you should...
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An Apple a Day
I just ate a caramel apple. There is something about sugar makes fruit taste so good! I don’t even like caramel by its self but on an apple I love it. I don't really like apples too much either but add...
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Weird Food
Sometimes I go on weird food trips. I have been one on all week. I bought a bag of potstickers from Costco on Tuesday and I have been eating them ever since. The only other things I have been subsiding...
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Who wasn't hired? Skinny Girl or Fat Girl?
Today something happened to me that has never happened to me before in my life. I got turned down for a job.I have had many, many jobs. I have done everything from serving tables to cleaning houses to...
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Open Wide
Today I went to the dentist. For the life of me I can’t understand what makes someone want to be a dentist. Looking in to someone’s mouth, picking at their teeth and wiping their slobber off their...
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Whats for dinner? A Snack or Two!
I am addicted to Reese’s Snack Bars. I love them. The first one I had I got from a gas station. I was hooked. I looked for them at every gas station I went to after that. Then when I was in Costco the...
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Can't Muster The Will
The last couple of weeks have been unfortunately more of the same… eating, eating and eating. I think that I have it in my mind that I will not be able to lose weight until I move back to Ohio. My...
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Hey baby, do you like fat girls?
I went to see the movie Elizabethtown today. It was good, it was long. I cried almost the entire time. I am such an easy crier. To prove my point, yesterday I saw the March of the Penguins, I cried...
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